II. let him come

Echo
He grins at me
                 when I grin at him
        Never first,
I’m not pretty enough
        not pretty enough
        for him to grin
                          first
                                   grin first
                          first–
I hear my voice bend–
        as he watches
                          a smile carved into the hollow
                 in his chest
        a cavern–open
                          (perfect for Echoes)
                                   Can he hear me yet?
        He’s too beautiful
                          to see me but
                                   Can I see him?
                                   (I cannot)
                                   “I cannot––”
                                                I never learned to swim
                                                    I drown
                                   in the mirror
                                                    drown
                                                            in
                                                                 you
                                                                          r
eflection.

Second Skin

I stare at his hair,
glinting in the sun.
I want to weave cloth from it,
braid it around my throat,
I want to wear him
thin.
I want

his head on my mantle
his hair in my mouth threading
me shut
into him

I stare at his face,
it breaks into light into
mine is it mine

I am wearing him am I wearing him
or he me or the hair is the mouth is the
sun in the

glinting I start I stare
at his hairhisfacehis
I wantto
I wanttoIwant

Make Me

Make me a tree, make me a tree
Sway to the wind, twist into branches,
Let us grow tangled, tousled, twisted

Maybe they’re lovers but maybe make me maybe
they are root-bound:
one cannot let go
as the other crawls, desperate
toward the green

sun.

leruaL

so the tree cowers from the sun,
her crowned sleeves split into snakes
hissing at the root of her skull,
root splitting skull, wood
through bone

tree rings bloom through her
tongue, rooting, splitting, rotting
breath gone to hiss

twist into thrones and thorns
a thirsty god would
make me